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Hmm...he's still got his profile as I last did it, referring to me as his Fiancée. Course, I know why he hasn't changed it, but it's still weird seeing it. Almost like the last 3 weeks haven't happened. As I wish they hadn't. If only someone could invent a time machine...

Eep! Got the date for my first ultrasound through - the 7th Jan at 8.45am. I'll not only find out if the predicted due date of 16th July is correct, but also find out how many babies I'm carrying. There are twins in my family line and 'the father' is also a twin, so there's a strong chance there could be two little blobs inside here! *quake shiver*



I could cope wih one baby alone, but two...? ARGH!



Watch this space.

Well this pregnancy seems to be progressing nicely. Not really had much sickness, and the stress that my asshole ex put me through is abating now I've come to realise just what he's like. Got chronic backache though, which isn't fun!



Going to start going out with the girls in the new year, I've already got a couple nights out planned. And this time I'm gonna find me a man, not a boy!

It's been a while since I've been on the Rave, so rather than messaging everyone individually, I'm putting this up for anyone who cares.



I've recently (as in Tues 16th Dec) found out that I'm pregnant with The Revenant's (Gav's) child. Unfortunately, Gav broke up with me the sunday prior to finding out, and now refuses to believe the pregnancy is real. I know some women use a pretend pregnancy to try and trap a man, but I'm not like that. I'm hoping, if he comes to the first scan early next year, and sees our baby on the screen, that might be enough to convince him.



Needless to say, I'm not looking forward to being a single mum, but plenty of other people manage it and I'm hoping Gav will at least want something to do with the baby, if not me.



In other news, I'm selling my corn snakes as I don't want to risk catching salmonella from them. but I'm keeping my cats and probably my rats too.



I won't be online much until next year when I get my laptop back from Gav. I'm writing this from work and the time I can spend online here is limited.



So, to all my friends, I will be back, I'm just going through a difficult time right now xx

I'm venturing further - or should I say being dragged further - into the Geekworld. It's not enough that I play Warcraft; I've been persuaded to give Dungeons and Dragons a try. The pen and paper version, not the online one. We're going round to a girl's house on monday evening to start playing.



Admittedly, I'm a little wary of the girl who's invited us; she's the one I suspected was after Gav - but I'm reserving judgement until I get to know her.